Sure, the post will be less than stellar, but I know that if I skip today I will guarantee the following:
- I will disappoint myself and my goal for 30 posts in 30 days;
- I will be less likely to write again tomorrow - whether or not I'm in the mood;
- I will probably lose focus and not even visit the NaNoBloMo website to visit other blogs.
I don't want that, as I have made it so much farther than in previous attempts. (Well, there have only been two - but they were valiant efforts!)
I don't have much time left at work, which is great. I have to stop at the library on my way home to return some DVDs, but that shouldn't take all that long - I hope. Maybe I'll pick up one or two for fun. At the moment, all I want to do right now is go home, make dinner and read a bit before going to bed. I have a strange feeling that my husband isn't happy with me. I haven't spoken to him all day, but when I just tried to call him, his phone was down. (We are waiting on some money to come in before we can pay it.)
I could be overreacting - it's not something I am unaccustomed to doing, but I hate that feeling. It makes me unhappy.. Now that I think of it, that's probably the reason I have no desire to write today. Huh... Whoulda thunk it? I guess now I just need to get off this pity party train and BE HAPPY! I can't let one person bring me down - even if it's my hubby! I guess writing today was a good idea!